I use to love the theme song from the television show Married with Children. I could relate to the show because of the dysfunctional family. Like the Bundy’s I got married right out of high school. Once I got married my abusive behavior emerged. Like Michal I didn’t believe in my husband. When David openly [...]
Posts from ‘March, 2009’
Blog anniversary
Lack of Sound Judgment / Lack of Discretion lack of Understanding
Authors note this excerpt is from The Big Block Goes on Top, names have been changed to protect privacy. Early in adolescence, my lack of understanding in relationships in combined with my lack of sound judgment and discretion caused me to become depressed. Fourth grade was when my life changed. At Wilkerson Foreign Language School, [...]
Spuing Poison
Today my daughters confronted me about my male bashing behavior. I was abusing the good Queen’s English and calling men everything but a child of God. I was disappointed because my plans for a date fell through. It reminded me of all the hurt and disappointment I have went through in relationships with men. The spirit [...]
Influences
I was reviewing the first chapter of The Big Block Goes on Top. I posted the revised introduction recently on this blog. I thought my autobiography has helped me realize what has influence. I realize that I was exposed to domestic violence and addiction very early. They have become a strong hold in my family [...]
Eazy Ain’t Always Good
Obedience comes before miracles
I went to bible study yesterday and I learned that ” Obedience comes before the miraculous. Before God performs miracles he ask his people to be obedient. Noah was obedient when he built the ark and the miracle was that God came me during the flood. Namman the leper was obedient when he dip seven times [...]




